Trying to see what makes this good,

But its so hard when all I can find is what I do wrong.

I need you in my life,

I know and realize this.

But controlling myself enough to give in to loving you,

Its the hardest thing I have to do.

Struggling every day just to overcome this fear,

Fear that youre someday going to dissappear.

Leaving my heart for pain and burden,

But I want think you never would.

My mind is telling me to trust you,

My heart wants to do the same.

But the caution signs are all lit up,

Getting ready to point the blame.

Its going to take all I have in me,

Not to let myself push you away.

You are the only one I want to stay,

For more than just one day.

It gets harder and harder to continue to play.

Its so much of a good thing,

I fear its never going to stay.

Youre the perfect thing in my life

The one thing I just need.

But my heart is telling me dont fall to fast,

Otherwise Im just going to bleed.

Trying to push down my fears and doubts,

All to achieve the one thing I need

You,

The only thing for me.