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I felt the day would never come. Feeling as though maybe I was exempt from this pain, the pain that infests me. The pain that is killing me inside, the pain that I am slowly dying from. The pain that no one believe that I bear. The pain that is claimed by all to be for attention. The pain that is now beyond help, the pain that I just hide from all. The pain that I show to no one now because I am afraid, afraid of what they will say, that they will say it is all for attention. The pain that is oh so real. But I will just hide this all for another day. Just put on a smile and hide the pain, say goodbye to all I have lived for. Which is little to none. I have not lived for myself but for other people. It is not worth the hurt or the pain to try and please everyone else, I have stopped caring, stopped showing slight intent of helping.
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