maybe even an over dose,

this is what my life has come to,

i dont want to know,

i dont want to care,

i just want it all to end,

the pain,

the sorrow,

the misery,

the sadness,

and the hurt.

i just want it all to end right here,

right now,

to get rid of the bad,

and maybe some good will appear.

i dont want to be here,

i dont want to live this life i have to live any longer.

its not worth my pain,

its not worth my time.

i will end it myself if i so choose,

since no one will help me make it better.

soon i will be gone,

soon i will choose to leave,

i know this will make everything right,

i know it will change it all,

just for me though, no one else,

because no one  seems to notice,

no one seems to care.

say your goodbyes,

cuz i wont be here later to see you cry.

if you miss me dont bother because i wasnt worth your time,

i wasnt worth your pain,

i made your pain,

i caused your hurt,

so just forget me and make it all right,

make it all better for yourself.