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Searching my mind for the right thing to do,
Looking in my head to find the perfect thing to say to you,
You make it so hard,
Just when I think you don't care
You do something to make me think you want me there.
Everyone tells me youre not worth my time,
Yet sometimes you make me feel like you are the only thing worth my time at all.
I'm so scared to look around the next turn,
I don't want to get hurt again,
But I don't want to hurt you either.
I don't know how long things will last,
But I don't want to spend a moment in the past,
Getting hurt like I was.
I don't know how to change the things we do,
But I want to stop the feeling of being used.
A feeling I've felt all too much.
Something I hate the most.
Losing control and realizing that I never had it to begin with
Seeing that you're hurting me already.
I don't know what to do anymore
I'm scared that u don't care.
But did you care to begin with or were you just to use me?
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