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Faking It All

My life means nothing to me; my life means nothing to anyone else. No one truly cares, no one truly loves me, they make me think they care, they make me think they'll always be there then when You need them the most they're gone. They're lost because they didn't truly care. Or you've pushed them away, till they lost their patients for you, because you've given them such a hard time, because you didn't want them to admit that you're wrong and they are right. You just want to end it all, to stop the pain, the hurt and all the bad inside. It just seems that there is no good left in this world, just the bad, no love no passion no nothing all it is this empty lonely feeling inside that wont die down and wont go away. It feels like its there forever. Like there is nothing that could possibly make it go away. So you just put on a fake smile, and pretend nothings wrong try not to let it show. But those few people who you have opened up to can see through you like a piece of glass. They know they realize how you are hurting but you don't think that they can help so you just go on faking it all My life means nothing to me, my life means nothing to anyone else. No one truly cares, no one truly loves me, they make me think they care, they make me think they'll always be there then when You need them the most they're gone. They're lost because they didn't truly care. Or you've pushed them away, till they lost their patients for you, because you've given them such a hard time, because you didn't want them to admit that you're wrong and they are right. You just want to end it all, to stop the pain, the hurt and all the bad inside. It just seems that there is no good left in this world, just the bad, no love no passion no nothing all it is this empty lonely feeling inside that wont die down and wont go away. It feels like its there forever. Like there is nothing that could possibly make it go away. So you just put on a fake smile, and pretend nothings wrong try not to let it show. But those few people who you have opened up to can see through you like a piece of glass. They know they realize how you are hurting but you don't think that they can help so you just go on faking it all