changed me from what i was to what i am now,

i dont believe what i want to believe only what they want me to,

i have become a follower not a leader as i once was,

i let them do this to me its all my fault,

i let them change me into what i am now not knowing their powers over me,

not knowing how little strength i had compared to them,

not knowing that they would devour me in one shot,

failing to see that they would change me,

blinded by what could be, and what was,

hopeing that what was to come would be better than the past,

only to find that it would hurt me more,

more and more everyday i am hurting,

it never seems to stop,

it is just ever growing,

and i will die hurting,

never to be happy